July 26th, 2012
It’s been 3
years now since my world crashed on me. They
say “Time is the Cure”… but I can still feel the pain. Pain of being left all
alone by those who were close to my heart…
It’s not easy to face the world. I struggled, I Struggled to find
answers to the numerous questions that were thrown at my face, I Struggled to
fight the loneliness. Struggled to stop myself from ending this horrible life… The one question that always echoed in my mind
was “What Next?”
I sometimes can’t
stop myself from asking, “Is this how Life is?” I don’t know… I couldn’t live in the city where all the bad
things happened. I quit my job. I started
to look out for a job in another city. I thought of Chennai, but I finally landed
here in “God’s own Country”- Kerala.
This was my last
attempt to stay alive. It’s a new place, new job. Here no one knows me. Except
of my name, everything else is hidden. It’s
my second chance and here I’m living again. I am living a new life.
